Tuesday 27 September 2011

count on me..



:)
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there....

p/s: cerita smlm dh pn berlalu.My life is much and more better today! alhamdulillah.. :)

Monday 26 September 2011

tolong lah..pe nk jd pn xtawu..

aku xkesa ko nk ckp pe...nmpak sgt ko sendiri terasa hati.da mkn cili,ko yg rase pedas.kalo aku jd ko.aku lari tutup muke aku. "what goes around comes around" ea???????????? ko ckp kt depan cermin skrg..sumpah xtawu malu. ckp tu len kali gune AKAL. ALLAH bg akal bkn utk ko men ckp je..pikir dulu..SISA????sape sisa kt c ni??ko ke die??ko dh buang die, ko ckp byk kn.. pe ko pna ckp ngn die?? jgn msg n kol lg..sape yg skrg terkinja2 cari die blk?siap bg tawu ko de kt KL bagai, nk jumpe la..pe tu?? KARMA ea??ko dh bwt die mcm2..ko masih nk tunjuk xbersalah kn..pe kes ko ni??waktu ko ngn die, ko siap ley bgtawu ko dating ngn bf ko skrg kn?? pegi sne sini siap bg tawu ko berdating,.pe tu?? waktu die bf ko, bley lak ko konon nk compared kn n DECIDE nk pilih mane satu.padahal die still bf ko.siap ko suh tunggu lg..ko tawu die syg ko, tu yg ko bwt cmtu kn...muke ko kalo baling ngn lesung batu pn xpecah la.(GIGI JE PECAH) tu pn nk bajet senyum lg!.npe skrg punggung ko panas??brckp sne sini mcm org kurang siuman.pikir dulu pe yg ko dh bwt....then,si 'puteri' cantik jelita tu,wahai sayang...ko kipas la kwn ko tu smpai berhabuk k.ko pn sme.jgn men ckp.xtawu pape nk gak ckp.. "what kind of girl" konon..akal xde ke...KO DGR SINI.selama aku duk belajar kt u ni, byk gelaran aku dgr dr mulut org psl ko.buruk2 lak tu,kalo ko dgr, aku sure ko ORG PERTAMA terjun TASIK TUN FATIMAH tu N LEMAS....even ko bkn BFF aku or kwn baek aku or kwn bese aku...TAPI just coursemate..Aku dgr je ..xpena aku nk mengiyakan gelaran org kt ko.aku pikir xbek nk ckp2 cm tu sbb sume manusia de kekurangan.. TAPI..ko sendiri yg menunjukkan ko mmg DESERVE that "THING''..series aku sedey..sbb selama ni aku brprasangka baek kt ko WALAUPUN ko bkn BFF aku, KWN Biase ke dan aku xsuke org ckp gelaran yg bukan2 kt org laen..sbb aku pikir ko pn de perasaan n de kelemahan cm org len..aku xsangka..akhirnye ko sendiri yg tunjuk kn kt aku betapa buruknye perangai ko... Allah tu MAHA KUASA.. bagus tol..aku xnk sakit ati.aku cukup bahagia skrg.de gak org yg menghargai aku.. jgn igt ko block aku, aku xtawu pe ko tulis..byk kwn aku ley bg tawu la.. yg bagus.berkomen dua2 ekor je.layan perasan sesama sendiri..sorg loner...sorg bajet hot.xde org pn nk layan korg.brani ko tgk cmmnt aku ngn KWN2 aku.ko nk sgt kn berckp.ckp depan2 la.cmmnt la kt tmpt tu..aku nk tgk ko survive.nk tunjuk berlagak pn pada2 la.... dr aku xnk mrh da jd mrh dh..astagfirullah.....hurm.. aku doakn ko yg 'pertama' bahagia dgn bf skrg, jgn bwt lg pe yg ko dh bwt pd org yg b4 ni..hargai lah. pe yg sudah tu sudah..ko yg pilih. jgn lah ko sakitkn ati yg lame.die da cukup terseksa da.jgn la bwt org lg.die ckp ngn aku bia kn la ko hidup bahagia...tu la laki yg ko ckp xgune tu...ko xsedey ke.. mcm2 ko bwt kt die,tp die still ckp cm tu. pikir la weyh.ko pn xperfect.aku xperfect, die pn xperfect...kalo aku dgn die pn, kalo nt jodoh bkn utk ktorg, aku redha,xperlulah ko nk doakn xbaek ke pe ke,sakit ati ke, sb ALLAH tawu yg terbaek bwt kite..skrg aku pikir die yg terbaek. aku suke kwn ngn die, aku berkwn dgn die dulu,bkn aku terus rapat..xde alasan bg ko nk terasa ke pe..aku knl ko pn x before ni even satu course.aku bkn rapat ngn BF ko, aku xkaco ko pn, aku xamik BF ko pn...even aku sakit ati kt ko sbb bwt org cm tu.Nk jeling ko ble aku nmpk ko pn aku xpernah bwt..tapi ko bwt kt aku..pikir la weyh..pikir la..jgn jd budak2 yg jenis menjeling2.ko dh besar,aku pn sme.bwt care org dewasa..kpd org yg 'kedua'.sudah2 la ko bahan org sampai berapi..jgn ko tunjukkn pe org yg gelarkan kt ko tu betol..sumpah gelaran yg org bg kt ko tu hina sgt....series aku xtipu.aku nk tulis pn aku xsmpai ati even aku geram..even ko bkn antra kwn2 aku..tp ko dh kire idup ngn aku dlm u tu 5 sem..2 thn setgh.aku de rase hormat kt org len lg.. jgn jd kebencian org...ko yg 'pertama' n 'kedua'..renungkn la..


p/s: ampun kn dosa2 kami Ya Allah.. :)

Friday 23 September 2011

ku bahagia..

Very surprising entry..but this entry is all about the song itself by melly goeslow. :) hehe. ok2... seriously alhamdulillah although there are still 5 papers to go. (final year exams) mix feelings about that sebenarnye.. :P tunggu la ea the next entry. :P i know2.tah bile nk update kn...last paper (not included MUET) is on 7 October..so.just wait n see when im gonna update.. :P



p/s: alhamdulillah, thank god for everything.. :)

Thursday 15 September 2011

P/S...

haish..lame nye xtulis2.lagi skali busy.hampir dgn final exm (><!) n my last sem..huhu.susah hati..wish me luck.. : ) credit to him..when i upset he always there for me n make me happy with his jokes. :) serious i appreciate it..thank u. :)

Saturday 3 September 2011

sambungan yg agak lame..

selamat hari raye..maaf zahir batin... :) busy giler..xsempat nk update.al maklum la.."nk jge suami,nk jge itu..nk jge ini'..hahaha(dialog madu 3) jgn slh phm haa... :P ok2. ni video nye utk semua. :)



p/s: lambat bonar nk upload video ni.haha