kecik ----> besar = masalah

situasi bancuh air teh....
L : "jgn letak gula banyak sgt.."
P : "mane de...sikit je la.rase ni.tak manis pn." (tangan mencedok sesudu gula lagi)
L : "tu yang masuk kn lagi tu knpe??"
P : "laa.. tawar la.tu yg saya tmbh gula...."
L : merasa air.."Tengok...manisnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...!pegi letak air lagi"
P : "kalau ckp elok2 tu tak boleh ea..."
L : "laa...tu pn nk jadi masalah.cakap sikit dh cakap tak elok."
P : "dh la! awk buat air sendiri pasni.cerewet!" (muke dh masam & meninggalkan dapur)


haa...kan dh bergaduh..masam2 muke..tak pasal2 je..pasal gula lak tu.. Cuba masing2 ayat tu cantik..tegur pn baik.. kalau agak2 manis..yg L ni tuang la air kosong sendiri dlm cawan tu.. lagi satu,yg P ni pn dh tawu orang tu allergy manis tak yah letak gula pn xpe..


p/s : hiburan semata2..tak berkaitan dengan yang hidup ataupun mati...fantasi semata-mata...

mencari yang 'sempurna'..

Sempurna... it doesnt mean perfectly perfect.. but we try to search what we WANT exactly.. maybe from your point of view, that person, thing or others are perfect...but you dont know that other people think it is not perfect.

After my hard time, i realize we couldnt find someone perfectly perfect.. but we will find someone that suitable with us.. someone that understand us, make us smile and happy..

Bagi aku, dia 'sempurna'..sempurna bagi konteks diri aku..no one can understand except myself.. sbb i created ciri2 sempurna tu..my own definition of perfect..

All people created their own definition of perfect.. 

p/s : Happy 7th monthsary dear.Alhamdulillah.. InsyaAllah kalau mmg jodoh kite xkn ke mana.smpai bila2..  :)

sejarah kita

Apa yang dikatakan di sini..tak semua sejarah ditulis dengan betul..yes! TAK SEMUA... ada yang direka dan dicipta utk sedapkan jalan cerita, menutup kesalahan orang-orang berkepentingan dan menjadikan orang-orang  tertentu HERO dlm sejarah.. this is not funny..seriously..

'Lost' colonial papers made public

SAm MARSDEN

The Foreign Office has finally made public the first batch of 

thousands of "lost" colonial era files believed to have been destroyed.

The documents, which were secretly sent back to the UK when former colonies became independent, shed new light on how British officials ran overseas territories including Kenya, Cyprus and present-day Malaysia.

They also record how colonial administrators planned to burn other classified papers - potentially revealing abuses committed under British rule - before handing power to the new indigenous governments.

The Foreign Office only admitted last year that it held some 8,800 files at Hanslope Park in Buckinghamshire which were "migrated" to Britain from colonies at the time of independence because of their sensitivity.

More than 1,200 of these records were released today at the National Archives in Kew, west London, the first of six tranches in a process due to be completed by November 2013.

A memo in the Kenyan files dated May 1961 sets out the criteria under which papers were to be "migrated".

Then-colonial secretary Iain Macleod said the aim was to ensure no files were passed to a post-independence regime which "a) might embarrass HMG (Her Majesty's Government in Britain) or other governments; b) might embarrass members of the police, military forces, public servants or others eg police informers; c) might compromise sources of intelligence information; d) might be used unethically by ministers in the successor Government." Dr Edward Hampshire, diplomatic and colonial records specialist at the National Archives, said these guidelines were interpreted "very liberally indeed" by the different colonial administrations, with one even retaining the personnel files for people working as drivers. Kenyan ministry of defence files state that British officials were told to divide all documents into the categories of "legacy" material, which could be left behind, and "watch" material, which could not. One memo dated April 1961 - two years before Kenyan independence - noted: "The aim will be to ensure that as much material as possible is left for the unimpaired functioning of the succeeding independent government, and for the proper recording of the past...

"'Watch' material can only be seen by 'authorised' officers. An 'authorised' officer is defined in the draft as a servant of the Kenya government who is a British subject of European descent, and who has been security cleared to see classified documents." It added: "To obviate a too laborious scrutiny of 'dead' files, emphasis is placed on destruction - a vast amount of paper in the Ministry of Defence secret registry and classified archives could be burnt without loss, and I should be surprised if the same does not apply to the CS's (chief secretary's) Office." A detailed document explaining how to decide which files should be given "watch" designation added: "There is undoubtedly much old classified material in many offices which is never used, even for reference, and which has no historical significance: this should be burnt by an 'authorised' officer in person." It stressed that the "very existence" of "watch" material should never be revealed, and advised that officials might need to change page numbers in files to disguise the removal of sensitive papers. There are similar references to the destruction of classified material in the files relating to Malaya, which became independent in 1957 and joined with three other states to form Malaysia in 1963. In July 1956, the private secretary to British high commissioner Sir Donald MacGillivray raised the question of what should be done with old papers. He wrote: "I have been through them and it would seem that some contain items of historical interest in the event of anyone writing a history of the Emergency (the 1948-1960 conflict with communist guerillas) or biography of former high commissioners. "The others should be dealt with in detail, but I have not time to do this. Would you agree to their disposal as suggested against individual files in the list."

A separate appendix listing the material proposed for destruction includes documents relating to a visit to Malaya by the Duchess of Kent and "law and order" files covering intelligence, the internal security committee and situation reports. It is not known what happened to these papers, but archivists who have gone through the Malaya files say there are only limited references to the alleged Batang Kali massacre of December 1948, when British troops shot dead 24 unarmed rubber plantation workers. The "migrated" archives came to light in January last year after four elderly Kenyans brought a High Court case against the UK Government over the alleged torture of Kenyan Mau Mau rebels in British camps in the 1950s. Only a third of the Kenyan files were released today, but they contain detailed bureaucratic accounts of the policy of seizing the livestock of people suspected of aiding the Mau Mau insurgency. On January 5 1955 a British district commissioner seized a total of 30 sheep from four members of the Kikuyu tribe who worked on the farm of a Mr SJO Armstrong in the Naivasha district of Rift Valley Province.

A short file on the case reveals that these were all the animals they owned. The action was prompted by suspicions that they had "harboured and fed" a 40-strong Mau Mau gang for a fortnight. In a line expressing the frustration, and perhaps vindictiveness, of the UK colonial administrators, an official wrote: "Owing to the fact that the Kikuyu labour was totally unco-operative and showed no signs of assisting security forces, native stock was seized." Tony Badger, a Cambridge University history professor who has been appointed by the Foreign Office as an independent reviewer of the archive's release, acknowledged that there was a "legacy of suspicion" about the documents among journalists and academics. But he stressed that so far no files have been withheld from release at the National Archives, and significantly less than 1% of the content has been redacted.

PA

from : www.independent.co.uk 

p/s : kaji sejarah...berhati2 lah..

rindu sama kek...

aum!

bayangkan kek coklat moist....kek coklat kukus..(tertelan air liur) 

kegilaan melampau...sedapnyer, xdapat 'indulgence secret recipe', kek coklat ni jadi la..huhuhu. im waiting mid term break.1 minggu lagi!tunggu la...balik rumah je, i will start baking.haha. :P 

seriously, i want it so badly.. before, i have learned many ideas and knowledge about bakery and confectionery from GIATMARA Pandan...how to bake tiramisu,vanilla cake, cookies, cheese cake, strudel, puff, tart and many more...all the recipes i still kept, but to make all of it, i have forgotten,only some of it i still remember. ruginye..

Miss all my friends @ Giatmara..

(ok....semua posing sakan)

p/s: rindu nye!!rindu nk 'baking'2...hurmm..

Pepatah muka merah padam...

"An angry man opens his mouth and shuts his eyes."

Mengenali Sifat MARAH

Kita semua faham bahawa marah itu adalah salah satu sifat buruk dalam diri manusia. Kita biasanya marah dalam pelbagai cara seperti menengking, memekik, mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat, mengugut, menuduh dan ada kalanya sehingga memberi kata dua kepada seseorang. Kemarahan sebenarnya berlaku juga dalam diam. Perasaan membara yang dipendamkan menyebabkan kita tidak berkomunikasi secara berkesan dengan seseorang dan ini membawa kepada kehancuran hubungan baik sesama kita.

Kita menjadi marah atas perilaku seseorang yang tidak seperti kita harapkan (seperti istilah ‘tidak sekepala’, ‘tidak sebulu’) lantas merasakan mereka itu harus dijauhi atau perlu dihukum. Namun, jika diperhalusi, cara ini sebenarnya tidak menyelesaikan masalah, malah akan berlarutan dalam masyarakat kita.
Sebenarnya sifat marah akan mengurangkan kewarasan seseorang sehingga tidak mahu memberi kemaafan atau berusaha untuk meredakan keadaan. Fikiran mereka ini dikaburi dan merasakan diri mereka sahaja yang betul.

(Dato' Prof. Ir. Dr. Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar)

From my point of view....ececece. marah ni bawa bencana taw.agak melampau kalau bencana..but when an angry man know how to be  relax,cool... marah tu akan menurun. ni bila makin galak bercakap makin diapilah dengan marah tu.

orang yang tak reti menanganinya ni mula lah.sume nk dicampaknya, ditengking,..kenapa tak campak diri tu dulu..kan bagus...AMAN dunia...

Not everyone is perfect... marah boleh dilihat dengan 2 perspektif..baik dan buruk..it can positive untuk sedar kan orang..it can be negative when it can ruin your life.. 

kesabaran itu ada tahapnye...yup.... pernah fikir.. kemarahan itu pun ada tahapnya..... fikir-fikirkanlah..

p/s : 'aku marah ni'...... gaya seorang budak comel bernama amir......... PEACE...